I’m okay.
I get up and brush the dust away.
I wish I could see a rainbow on this rainy day.
I watch outside as night turns to day.
I wish these feelings would just go away.
Drip drop, my tears fall down.
It feels like I might drown.
Thoughts in my head continue to pound.
Everything is spinning around.
My life is playing out like a broken harp.
The blade is sharp.
But the real pain is in my heart.
I feel like I’m falling into the dark.
I lay on my bed.
I take a deep breath.
Swallow my tears.
Drown out my fears.
I look at my phone.
I begin to zone.
I’m fine
I tell myself.
As the pain fades.
I’m okay.
